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Saturday 22 July
8st 11 (hmm must get 1lb off), alcohol units 2, cigarettes 7, calories 1562.
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Friday 28 July
8st 12 (must do southwest airline .com before tomorrow), alcohol units I (v.g.), cigarettes 8, calories 345.
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Saturday 29 July
8st 11 9v.g.), alcohol units 7, cigarettes 8, calories 6245 (sodding Una Alconbury, Mark Darcy, Daniel, Mum, everybody).
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